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I really felt bad and mad that I shed unwilling tears this morning. Imagine yourself being approached by somebody who reminded you of something important you told them long ago but you already forgotten. That's a good realization that they never forgot what you said, right? No matter how small the thing was, I appreciated it. So now you left your other important tasks to cater to that need. And now that these young people who were (miraculously) all present by the time being and that meant a perfect moment to do the long-awaited thing to do, here comes another matter. One important element that you planned to be included there was not yet around. So you exerted the effort to excuse the person from another important moment just to be 'there' for a very short important while. And yet, just seeing the other elements in a not-so-perfect layout, your 'one' element fled...in a sort of walking-out turn. You and the other elements left aside just stared in silence.

It was just a small thing, just a little consideration. Even a few minor fixes would be fine. Yet the whole damn thing was ruined by just the 'walkout' matter.

And so, just to make the whole thing happen, you thought of organizing every single element to the state of being ready. Because deep inside you know that if every other elements are just there and prepared, maybe the one element will consider itself to be there again and the planned moment will be finally done.

But to your dismay, it didn't come back. You called. The element kind of listened, took notice, but you thought your words were just brushed off - to nothing.

Your effort to leave other things behind just for this sake were blown by the wind. What a shame. What a dismay.

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Dear, Blognote...

Alam mo yung feeling na ini-expect mo pero alam mo rin na there is lesser probability na mangyayari pala (but you were hoping a little then na mangyayari pero hindi nga)? Haaay. That's what I'm feeling right now. It just came suddenly...abruptly. You rejected the idea at first although you started imagining being there or doing there yourself and whatever. At eto na nga yun. Biglaan naman kasi masyado. Kung sana noon pa, eh di at least di ba, you may have just prepared? Sigh.

Out of the Blue Corners

I do not exactly know why I have this kind of blog title. You may even wonder why I don't have 'blue' shades around me here. Anyway, feelingblue is not available and it was supposed to be the title. Why? Because it's actually what I describe with what I am during moments when I'm overflowing with thoughts and emotions, you know, those times when I'm most motivated to express thru writing and blogging. And yet, I tried outoftheblue instead, so it would mean, these words that will be published in posts "came out of the blue"... I just added corners since outoftheblue is not available. Lol. Now I'm talking insanely. Hope this makes sense. Oh. Yeah, just like that. XD