Let This Pass

Allow. Me. To take time. To breathe.



Allow me to let this pass..

Just even a little amount of time. I am asking you to let me take time to let this pass.


Because right now, my chest feels heavy. Like a heart sulking in insecurity. In uncertainty. In worry. In fear. In guilt. In shame. And in pain.

I do not know how to handle this one. I'm trying to think otherwise, trying to be positive, trying to ignore that pain and longing.

But it just feels odd, like a massive weight has been pulling down ropes that tighten around my heart. When I think about you and I think about her, when I think about you with her, then I think about us. These thoughts shouldn't be in my head right now, right? Today is our day. But I don't know why I don't feel I should be happy honoring this day. Sorry, but this is just what I feel right now.

I hope this feeling will pass. I just hope I will be fine. Everything will just be going fine.


After all, against all odds, I still believe love can conquer.


It's what that matters to me right now.